Think about my journey
Think about my grind think about the tables how they start turning
Fell out with my man
He was too entitled counting what I’m earning
Thinking of my Grammy
Ain’t want you to die, but I ain’t want you hurting
Had to make a plan
Now I’m finally feeling like I got a purpose
Ain’t trying to be perfect
I’d rather show you my flaws and then I can show you my scars
I’ve been let down too many times
I built me a wall I had up my guard
I’m in a Vancleef store and I’m swiping my card
Ain’t checking the price of the charm
This b!tch drop dead gorgeous and she looking nice on my arm
You know what I’m on
Moving in silence, so n!ggas don’t know how I’m coming, so n!ggas don’t know what I’m doing
I kinda be lost about it and I don’t know how to talk about it
Don’t even know what it was that caught their attention, but I got the s*it in my palm
Ain’t even know that my man had robbed our barber when I went to get me a line
Coming from Vernon I’m putting that s*it on my back, but it started hurting my spine
I know how it go. If I put in the work I’ll be fine. I started with working the dimes
I’m in the varsity it was Celine, clean, mean it’s worth every dime
I’m in the van with all of my n!ggas and we meeting feins cause we had to grind
2015 and that was the year that I lost reem, it fu*ked up my mind
Fu*ked up my heart
Too many negative vibes is bad and fu*k up my thoughts
I never had a problem with Coop, but it had been years since me and him talk
I used to think we was better than that. Guess we never was that and it wasn’t my fault
I thought about you today. I was taking my chalk, you see me still making my mark
All of the n!ggas I started off with they was fading a way it was breaking my heart
I’m never b!tching and I’m never quitting and I’m never tripping. I’m playing my part
Even if I had to do this s*it all by myself, you know me I was taking it far
Take it to Marz, you know I’m out of this world and I’m mingling right with the stars
Be who you are lot of these n!ggas they frauding and faking and faking they frauds
I had to walk road to the riches that s*it wasn’t easy. I’m feeling exhaust
Look what I bought it ended up making me happy so I didn’t care what it cost
I was a pawn then I had turned to a boss but look at the s*it that I lost
Look at the s*it that I gained. I walked in bottega, but remember me shopping at Ross
Chrome, heart jeans, is mean they clean and they got the cross I got up to par
I’m in mirage and I’m bout to have me a ball and I’m bout to have me a ball
B!tches be tapping me like can you give me a call and I was like baby girl naw
I’m staying private. I never crave the attention and I never fu*k with the blogs
Look how I did this s*it independent with no label. I’m climbing I’m right up the charts
I know the game is cut throat, it ain’t for you if you got a heart
Listen, I’m giving you pain and giving you heart. It’s all from the heart
I was distraught when I lost my dog. I feel like I’m falling apart
How they gonna shoot up the car dog when I’m in the car
This feeling like it was game time we live in like no tomorrow
I had to give her my main line told her to give me a call
It’s love and hate at the same time
It’s love and hate at the same time
It’s love and hate at the same time
It’s love and hate after all
She said she got a new body she wanna show that s*it off out in Bali
You should see how n!ggas copy
You should how many n!ggas wan stop me
Thurl n!gga hero, like rocky
I’m told em copy, copy, copy
I ran outta options I was thinking should I pull down the stocking
I’m at the fight and I’m walking boots out
Member the times I was boxing
I remember seeing Kenan
He was undefeated, n!gga I was watching
I was sitting I was plotting
I had to find a way to get it popping
Then I got it popping
Then that led to n!ggas pocket and watching
They told me to stop it, they told me let that s*it go and I dropped it
And then it had happened again, I’m like why is money the topic
I use to have so many friends but I feel like they got outta pocket
I got a flight to catch I put on my sweats, I croced
It never matter the state, we playing it safe, my homie he glocked it
B!tch want me fly her to Houston, I flew her to Houston, I’m high as a rocket
I use to tuck in my boxers, soon as my mom found the work, she had
Put all my stuff in the boxes
Told me to leave, but I’m at the door, I was knocking
B!tches they saying I’m toxic
Told her to leave but she want what’s in my wallet
I never gossip, I never act like something I ain’t, u n!ggas imposters
I ordered pasta, it had sauce, the crab, the shrimp the muscles and lobster
Abusing the money, I gotta be careful abusing the power
Fu*ked up that I had waited until granny died, to give her some flowers
Fu*ked up that I was dealing with so much it was turning me sour
Think about all the nights the time the second the minute the hours
Think about all of the miles, I think about all of the tears and smiles
You know we united, my bro want to fight it, let’s take it to trial
I’m wearing kaptial, married to capital, I’m bout to walk down the aisle
Ask yaself where the fu*k you think these n!ggas been getting they style?
Ain’t ask for help, I did this s*it all by myself and I made eazy proud
And it ain’t no issue, but I gave it distance cause they ain’t my crowd
I handle my business, I jus left a private dinner, it’s at tao
Way I was living was wild, but I had to face all the tribulations and they mufcking trials
At the W, aye bring up some towels
This for all the n!ggas that’s in denial
Stacking money and I’m letting it pile
Rolling 60 and I’m high as a cloud
It get tricky? And these n!ggas is foul
I’m in Ricky been that way for a while
I was in that b!tch when
C’mon
